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Sadist
03:15
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Plight,disguised as a gift to all of the world. Concealed, sick intent. Sadist natured con men have
fooled you all. In my dreams I find the tables have turned on you. Let all their pain suffering,
dread consume. Revel in the testing room. Donning the white coat, how you'll scream for me.
Screaming, repent not yet, revenge. They'll say, they have dominion over all. Smiling, at your
comeuppance. Smiling, you're in hell now. Your justification for the kill, a cop out. Destroy is
the only answer, your cure. Time for you, to see the fall of your demise, scientific ploy fear
mongering of the people come to a putrid end. Now it's your turn. Bane of existence, a
pestilence to their kind. You are selfishly leeching. What's yours is mine, all of earth's kind.
stain, overcrowded one state of mind to rule all. I’m disgusted by no empathy.
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Elation
03:08
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Pure bliss, unconditional love came in the form of you beyond any other's comparison. Destiny, laughter,
honesty, my air. You gave life back to me, the light to all. But I am struggling with this loss, this end.
Without your presence here, is anything worth living for? Existence is blurry, and I harbor so much ill
will towards myself for all of those pills. Time, healing with time. His death / mute the world. Did I
Fulfill all you need? Could you ever forgive me for any hurt from this world? I tried, where’s my sun?
My sun, my light of life. I want my sun back. Shine on, shine on your halo.
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Abaddon
04:46
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You will not see, blinded by wings, darkness and fear envelope me. The weakness grows inside & starts the dancing swarm. There's no escaping, can't hide from me. Succumb self hate with me. Contemplation, ululate, is this fate? Drowning me. Drowning, futility, losing me. I never wanted this. I never knew how bad this could get. You will bow down, the unwanted
creationist. Take my guiding hand with you. I will lead you to the pool. Your frail mind
allows the darkness to take reign drowning in sorrow. Time keeps going yet I feel like it
has stood still. The ghastly ways hold me down. Losing breath as the sun starts to fade. I
thrash around looking for a way out of this swamp of self destruction. How now? As weak
mental walls all cave in. Flourish the decay of inner Abaddon. Too late, she’s found shelter
under my wing. Oh tomorrow, hear all her cries.
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Cerulean
05:11
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Free of expectations never thought of a fruition. Your glances towards me all seemed so right, new
venture so bright. Swept up by perfected lines, your hand in mine. Breath of fresh air, could this be
as real as it seems? Rush of blissfulness, fantasy felt so real but dark veritas will be revealed. I sailed
away, charmed unintentional words, who are you? Your smile, compliments, your touch blinded
me to what was real. What a fool am I? Oscillates, hesitates, behavior bewildering. Honesty, no more words to say. Vanishing cowardly ways. You preyed upon me, you ripped my heart out. Roped me in deceitful ways, carnivore.
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Closing The Gates
03:02
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I want to wake up from this nightmare. Over & over again, same situations, different faces & places but they all have the same intent of taking full advantage of me. Lay down, just lay down. Come clear with your intent. Why guise yourself? To lead on the idea that you care. Taste, feelings of satisfaction is all you really want and crave. Manipulate however you can to satisfy this need, dust off the fact that you are hurting me. Why can’t I smell & see the signs of deceit? Wake up, lay down boundaries. Never put value on me. Lay down. Just lay down. Raise walls protecting my worth, my absolve. Fiend. Will I awake from this nightmare by closing the gates?
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Wall of Dissonance
04:01
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As seasons change at an uneven tempo, the dark bells toll. All air grows thick
the dark bells toll. No withered existence when throats of the oak are sliced
first. Organic time. A waste. Desecration of. On the innocence. Wailing of
the lost. Echo of the abused chambers. Rows of exploitation. Truth
humiliated with ignorance of their kind. Vile putrid snakes of the world.
Meet your maker. Suffer, reap what you sow. Damned make this now the
repercussions of human hate. Suffer. Make you feel all that you create.
Human sickness now you seal your fate.
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The Ritual
03:07
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The gusting winds, smell of the trees. I know what lives here & I fear it well. Purgatory, extended
life at the cost of the screams of those who are sacrificed. Kneel before it, bastard son of Loki we do not say it’s name out loud. One of the Jötunn it breathes nightmares to my dreams & horrific visions. Reign of a monstrosity, a dark grotesque god. Abomination, the Moder, silhouette of a colossal. Bow down. Multilimbed, severed torso, fusioned mammal, half man. I see survival is futiled in it’s desecrated land. Escape I will not find. Kneel or impalement. Worship me. Immortal aging. Live with me tortured endlessly. I am Moder.
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Met With Violence
03:06
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Hateful conduct frustrates me. Nothing can bloom from pits of damaged souls. Your idea of
utopian peace built on the premise of fear. Opposing will be met with violence. No different
thoughts. Threatened by a nonsocial norm, what is it that scares you? Tearing down all others
around you. Accusatory statements with no regard. Only to harm, debase and herd all the others against factual reality. Don’t fear we are all the same, come together. They want control.
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Solstice
06:01
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Serene hum of the native land. The landscape, vast & cold. I don’t know if I should be there
or here but the song feels like home. Dreams of floral crowns, princesses of chosen ones,
prophecy. But I’m so scared to leave whom I’m dependent on. He is all I know. Scream and
cry. The drumbeat fills, swarming thoughts. Consume my kin. Sledge the elder ones. A high
life awaits. They celebrate a weakened one. Inner doubt. Downtrodden. Unifies the sun.
Pageantry, a foreign tongue. Crown me. Sing for May, feel the change. Feel the energy,
release me. I want to feel one with the family that now I’ve become a part of. They chose the one. He burns, rejoice in my rebirth.
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Disillusioned
04:40
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What kind of fool was I to think you were something? All of your charm was lies. Used me for
temporary bliss. How do you sleep at night all content? Are you proud of manipulation?
Leading me on was cruel & so cold. No explanation or word. Your silence speaks volumes to
me. Your selfish life really shouldn’t grant you a peace of mind to do whatever you want in this
world. Now all I want to be is left alone now. I don’t want anyone anymore.
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